I always grew up knowing I wanted a family. I understood the bond. I understood the love. Well, no, I didn't. I didn't realize I didn't know until the moment Eleanor was born. Then I knew. I knew how strong the bond is. I knew what love is. These last 4 months have sped by. We've seen her grow and learn and laugh. I look forward to the future. Having a child and raising a child benefits the soul. When you know, you know.
"What would you intend to find? Solitude? Your piece of mind? Holding out for something less than touching the hand of God?" --'Closer' by Better Than Ezra